studio

My house looks like a junkie meeting place right now – except that instead of needles and syringes there are empty cups everywhere. I did my first real studio shoot today; a friend came by and we spent the evening tuning the lighting, trying out the poses, exchanging ideas, talking about life and drinking coffee. Lots of coffee. Mix the excitement of creation with the power of caffeine and I’m feeling like a little bouncy spring right now.

The idea to build a studio in my room was born in a flash when I was terminally bored a few weeks ago and I resolved to do something crazy before the boredom actually puts me in a coma. At that moment I knew what I was going to do – and before the end of the day I ordered a white background and wall brackets.

The results are exceeding my bravest expectations. I didn’t even attach the background to the wall yet and I already got three shoots arranged for the upcoming week. Turns out I’m gonna have to borrow my friend’s professional lighting set as the IKEA lamps don’t quite cut it when it comes to color balance. Besides that, though, I’m amazed how little one actually needs to find the much needed inspiration and the space for making the ideas spring to life.

Then there’s also the story of two desks – but that’s for another time.

9th floor

This one would be a plain boring snapshot if it wasn’t a tragic song reference. Someone once sang about the ninth floor only to jump to his death soon afterwards.

When I first moved to Wrocław, back in 2004, I lived on the last floor of one of those blocks in the so-called “bedroom districts” in the west of the city. I had some serious depressive episodes back then; I used to sit on the windowsill for hours simply because depressed, suicidal people did so in movies. I remember I almost fell out once; that was the tipping point when I realized that even though my mind is clouded by dense, dark fog, a will to live is not something that dies easily.

11/11/2013

My bike is my independence. It’s the freedom and the pleasure of going wherever I please; to ride like mad across the town and then sit by the quay and watch a lonely sailboat until I’m frozen to the bone by the chilling wind.

My bike has two lights, white and red. I don’t know any better way to celebrate The Independence Day than this.