{"id":49,"date":"2017-08-07T23:53:23","date_gmt":"2017-08-07T21:53:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/stereotyp\/?p=49"},"modified":"2017-08-07T23:53:23","modified_gmt":"2017-08-07T21:53:23","slug":"hiszpania","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/stereotyp\/2017\/08\/07\/hiszpania\/","title":{"rendered":"Hiszpania"},"content":{"rendered":"

Z Hiszpani\u0105 by\u0142o tak. Gdzie\u015b pod koniec 2012 roku postanowi\u0142em przesta\u0107 chla\u0107 – i jak to bywa na pocz\u0105tku abstynencji, dopad\u0142 mnie nieoczekiwany nadmiar czasu i got\u00f3wki. Postanowi\u0142em wi\u0119c – ci\u015bni\u0119ty presj\u0105 spo\u0142eczn\u0105, \u017ce „nie my\u015bla\u0142e\u015b, \u017ceby wyjecha\u0107 na zach\u00f3d?” – kupi\u0107 bilet w jedn\u0105 stron\u0119 dok\u0105d\u015b<\/em> i zobaczy\u0107, jak to jest. Pad\u0142o na Hiszpani\u0119, bo tam akurat siedzia\u0142 wtedy na doktoracie kolega ze studi\u00f3w, zaprasza\u0142, wpadnij, tu jest super, piwo, dziewczyny, pi\u0119kne widoki, s\u0142o\u0144ce, pla\u017ca, wiatr…<\/p>\n

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Podsumuj\u0119 Wam ten wyjazd w jednym zdaniu: Hiszpania to samotno\u015b\u0107.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Wr\u00f3ci\u0142em do domu kilka tygodni p\u00f3\u017aniej, biedniejszy o ca\u0142e oszcz\u0119dno\u015bci i bogatszy o zdumiewaj\u0105cy brak do\u015bwiadcze\u0144. Gdybym wtedy dopuszcza\u0142 tak\u0105 ewentualno\u015b\u0107, zauwa\u017cy\u0142bym podsk\u00f3rnie, \u017ce co\u015b jest nie tak… \u017ce w zasadzie nic si\u0119 nie zgadza. Nie prze\u017cy\u0142em na wyje\u017adzie \u017cycia \u017cadnych przyg\u00f3d, nie pozna\u0142em \u017cadnych ludzi, s\u0142owem – nie wydarzy\u0142o si\u0119 nic. Jedyne, co powsta\u0142o, to ca\u0142a g\u00f3ra przera\u017caj\u0105co smutnych zdj\u0119\u0107, i r\u00f3wnie wiele niezbyt optymistycznych wpis\u00f3w w dzienniku. Wr\u00f3ci\u0142em do cna zdezorientowany, wr\u00f3ci\u0142em z poczuciem ogromnej ulgi, \u017ce mog\u0119 powr\u00f3ci\u0107 do codziennego \u017cycia, kt\u00f3rego rytm znam, kt\u00f3re nie przera\u017ca, kt\u00f3re nie wymaga na ka\u017cdym kroku podejmowania decyzji w najprostszych sprawach. Wr\u00f3ci\u0142em zupe\u0142nie wyczerpany.<\/p>\n

Nie wiem, jak umkn\u0105\u0142 mi wtedy ma\u0142y, nieistotny fakt, \u017ce pokonywa\u0142y mnie najbardziej na \u015bwiecie b\u0142ahe czynno\u015bci, jak zrobienie zakup\u00f3w, ugotowanie posi\u0142ku,, zaplanowanie dnia, czy rozmawianie z lud\u017ami. Poczucie nieogarniania \u017cycia by\u0142o ze mn\u0105 tak mocno zro\u015bni\u0119te, \u017ce nawet nie przysz\u0142o mi do g\u0142owy pomy\u015ble\u0107, \u017ce mog\u0142oby by\u0107 inaczej.<\/p>\n

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Wtedy jeszcze nie wiedzia\u0142em, \u017ce te wszystkie odczucia, emocje i problemy w og\u00f3le da si\u0119 nazwa\u0107.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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