{"id":2771,"date":"2018-06-17T20:09:25","date_gmt":"2018-06-17T18:09:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/?p=2771"},"modified":"2018-06-17T20:25:23","modified_gmt":"2018-06-17T18:25:23","slug":"unwed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/2018\/06\/17\/unwed\/","title":{"rendered":"unwed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I used to live on the edge between the real and the poetic.<\/p>\n<p>I still find myself surprised as to how did I manage to go from this &#8211; the one man adventure &#8211; into fear. I know who did this, yet I don&#8217;t know <i>how<\/i>. The artifacts &#8211; photos, mostly &#8211; serve as a way to pull myself out of a living hell. They serve as <i>proof<\/i> that I contain multitudes &#8211; and I can reach out to them as I need. That no matter how hard someone tries to cut me off from the very essence of life &#8211; I do have some sort of grasp that lets me get it back.<\/p>\n<p>I have been hurt, badly. There&#8217;s a whole cautionary tale to be told about abuse &#8211; but that&#8217;s for another time and place. I&#8217;d rather this story be about the good things that happened.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I used to live on the edge between the real and the poetic. I still find myself surprised as to how did I manage to go from this &#8211; the one man adventure &#8211; into fear. I know who did this, yet I don&#8217;t know how. The artifacts &#8211; photos, mostly &#8211; serve as a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[236],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2771","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-photography"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2771","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2771"}],"version-history":[{"count":17,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2771\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2800,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2771\/revisions\/2800"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2771"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2771"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2771"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}