{"id":2440,"date":"2016-09-21T02:34:39","date_gmt":"2016-09-21T00:34:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/?p=2440"},"modified":"2016-09-21T02:34:39","modified_gmt":"2016-09-21T00:34:39","slug":"alternate-childhood-pt-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/2016\/09\/21\/alternate-childhood-pt-2\/","title":{"rendered":"alternate childhood, pt. 2"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve come to a peaceful conclusion that photography is essential for me. I need it to form memories. Aside from a few boundary experiences, I don&#8217;t just <i>forget<\/i>; I <i>fail to remember<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Enter photography.<\/p>\n<p>I need to shoot more. Develop more. Whenever the dreaded feeling of emptiness and worthlessness comes, I need to shoot more. Develop more. Explore the treasures of that little box where I store undeveloped film&#8230; a box that&#8217;s always overflowing, always storing fragile memories.<\/p>\n<p>If not for photography, I&#8217;d probably have little to live for.<\/p>\n<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-2440 gallery-columns-1 gallery-size-medium'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-01.jpg' title=\"\" data-rl_title=\"\" class=\"rl-gallery-link\" data-rl_caption=\"\" data-rel=\"lightbox-gallery-1\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"720\" height=\"477\" src=\"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-01-720x477.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-01-720x477.jpg 720w, https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-01-1280x848.jpg 1280w, https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-01.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-02.jpg' title=\"\" data-rl_title=\"\" class=\"rl-gallery-link\" data-rl_caption=\"\" data-rel=\"lightbox-gallery-1\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"720\" height=\"477\" src=\"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-02-720x477.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-02-720x477.jpg 720w, https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-02-1280x848.jpg 1280w, https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-02.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-06.jpg' title=\"\" data-rl_title=\"\" class=\"rl-gallery-link\" data-rl_caption=\"\" data-rel=\"lightbox-gallery-1\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"720\" height=\"477\" src=\"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-06-720x477.jpg\" class=\"attachment-medium size-medium\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-06-720x477.jpg 720w, https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-06-1280x848.jpg 1280w, https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/2016-06-F-06.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve come to a peaceful conclusion that photography is essential for me. 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