{"id":1693,"date":"2013-07-03T14:37:51","date_gmt":"2013-07-03T14:37:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/2013\/07\/03\/summer-2010-a-little-more-than-three-years-ago\/"},"modified":"2016-03-08T07:09:18","modified_gmt":"2016-03-08T06:09:18","slug":"summer-2010-a-little-more-than-three-years-ago","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/2013\/07\/03\/summer-2010-a-little-more-than-three-years-ago\/","title":{"rendered":"Summer 2010."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A little more than three years ago, about May 2010, I first joined team I&rsquo;m currently working with. Looking three years back, I&rsquo;m amazed by how much my life has changed and how much I endured during these three years. This song &#8211; <em>Suppose I Told The Truth<\/em> by Crippled Black Phoenix &#8211; was with me almost the entire time. A few lines kept coming back, and man, they had a certain expectation, almost demand, in them&hellip;<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>\nI want to reign like my brothers<br \/>Command my own ways\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I wish I could say that I can&rsquo;t quite pinpoint the catalyst that caused that summer to stir my life, turn it upside down and send me on a journey I never dreamed of. I wish, but I know it was certain kind of liquor which shall remain unnamed today as not to tempt others. As much as it caused me to open up to the world &#8211; it also, over time, caused a dependency and wreaked much havoc over me, my friends, relationship, work and health.<\/p>\n<p>Three years later, and here I am. Three years of self-discovery, troubled relationships, therapy, excessive drinking and subsequent recovery, corporate jobs, experimental unemployment, spontaneous travels, and so much experience it will last me for years. Three years later I&rsquo;ve come to realize the dark part of my journey is over.<\/p>\n<p>I&rsquo;ve never felt this good in my entire life. And not just good &#8211; but also confident that this will last.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"720\" height=\"405\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/cQTAKMgqkN8\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A little more than three years ago, about May 2010, I first joined team I&rsquo;m currently working with. Looking three years back, I&rsquo;m amazed by how much my life has changed and how much I endured during these three years. This song &#8211; Suppose I Told The Truth by Crippled Black Phoenix &#8211; was with [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[237],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1693","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journals"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1693","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1693"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1693\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2123,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1693\/revisions\/2123"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1693"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1693"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kosma.pl\/diaries\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1693"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}